伤日快乐

这一句“生日快乐”还真的够讽刺。。。。。。。。。。
因为我根本就不快乐。。

一大清早被气得火滚
一大清早就有本事让我哭。。
“你”还真行。。

你还真的以为我喜欢一直坐在家吗？
我恨不得马上去读书。。。

bad mood

一直以来我都很努力的
考好成绩。。原因。。
1。我输不起
2。我要进政府大学
3。我听很多人说国民服务第一批是给成绩好的学生。。

但为什么这次的国名服务爆冷的？？？
但希望我的成绩和进大学的期望不会爆冷。。
不然我是真的真的会变傻。。。



有时真的觉得自己有忧豫症，心理病。。。
或许是压力大，家人对我期望太高。。。
我真的不想一次又一次的失望。。

难到这是所为的人衰起来真是样样都不顺利。。。




救命!!!我真的不想那样。
从小就出生在小康之家，家不大。不是有钱人的千金，

但是我没怨。。
我认命。。
但是也不要对我太残忍吧。。
让我成功一次好吗？？


就一次次而已。。。。。

SPM

YES.YES........
SPM just left 2 subject only...
i very happy about it..but
after finish exam will start worry about result le..
actually i really hope myself can get full A..
BUT....scare it is impossible cause my language
subject is weak
so my new target is 7A..
i really hope can achieve my target...
i really hope i can get a excellent result for enter
local-u and matri..
god please bless me...

请不要对号入坐..
我要说的都说了.
要不要改是你们的事..
 我会闭嘴


就算只剩我一个人也无所为
我已习惯...
反正没人在呼过我的感受...

PECUTAN??

I THINK I AM VERY CRAZY..
cause i think to change back MES..
WHY??
cause i dun wan pecutan program..
tis program really waste my times...
leave at school until 3.45pm for wat??
just do homework only,,
hello homework i can do my self leh..
why need waste my times on there..

i very very very regret to change school..
last year i should think cleary before change..
recently wat is the reason i need change to ssas..
i dislike science stream but i also can change to
account class rite??

actually 5 smith dun have addmath i also can
take by my own on SPM rite??
but why i did think before i change school?

really many question mark in my brain..
now ad month of june..i still can change??
i also dunno it..
i think many ppl will say me crazy..

YES I am very crazy....
I am very stupid for did done a
good choice...

my dream car..


yahoo..i think many ppl ad know i got my license lo..
cause i have write at facebook mar..haha
i write cause i really happy.dunno which kns ppl
comes my status comment say me sohai..
palia de..i write on my facebook wall cannot ar??
need you KP ar??
i really dunno why tis world have like tis kns ,
palia,and add more KP de ppl
if really no" song" you can dun wan see my status de..
my status write only for myself SEE not for you..
take back your word larr.."SOHAI"

DUN WAN TALK TIS SOHAI LE..
erm..let continue my drive car skills bar..
that day dad give me drive from my house till banting..
wohoo..actually i have little scare behind de car..
cause my speed too slow lol
and when on the road dad say me no pijak break
when have car come..but i really have pijak
just let the car slow, i no let the car stop..so dad say..
haiz need practise 10 more times..
har??10 more times...
nevermind lar..the most important is
must train me until stable..
wah..if stable i can drive car myself lol..
so i must add oil lol..
cause i really dislike "taxi"life..
waiting taxi=waste my times..
some times 1 hour more just have taxi..1 hour if drive car
very early ad reach home lol..still need wait 1 hour..
pekcek when waiting taxi..
have passenger but taxi dunno go where..
no passenger all taxi come 1 by 1..
wat wrong with all the taxi driver???

no mood write ad..next times have mood
just write bar..and i also dunno wanner write wat le..

21/3

我对这次的成绩非常失望...
为什么呢??
因为这次拿太少A了...
去年少少都有五个...
这次目前只有3个萍果而已...
其它科目就还是个未知数...

addmath已经让我非常心痛了..
今天又因为国语让我心情突然
很down..
原本已为国语应该会考到不错..
怎知..??zzz..
算了...
下次我会更努力..毕竟这次的我
太临时抱佛脚了...
spm距离现在还有七个多月而已...
从现在开始我要拼了...
为了可以直伸大学,为了海外奖学金,
为了公会的奖励金..
我一定要加油...
感觉压力会很大..因为爸爸对我
的期望很高...
我会尽力的.....